version one thousandsixhundred and i need a new hobby.

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 03:18:14 GMT

still i remember the way i used to move you...

Why don't you tell me?
How can I do this better?
Are you out there?
Do you hear me?
Can I call you?
Do you still hate me?
Are we talking?
Are we fighting?
Is it over?
Are we writing?
We're getting older.
But we're acting younger.
We should be smarter.
It seems we're getting dumber...

And I miss you.

i feel much more compelled to face my problems without actually facing them via livejournal.

meow

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 19:37:04 GMT

saturday:

new addition! his name is boxcar. merry christmas!

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 22:46:50 GMT

i love christmas, fireplaces, my mom and chili.

happiest girl on earth.

berngs

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 21:56:28 GMT

cut my bangs. i decided over the summer that i would cut them in december so they wouldn't stick to my forehead when i sweat. apparently it is no change at all.

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 23:07:58 GMT

shogun has been missing for four days. i am trying very hard to stay positive. i feel as though anyone who reads this livejournal regularly should know how much she means to me. i think maybe MAYBE i should start preparing for the worst. luckily, i had a really great weekend with some faces i don't see regularly enough. i am also about to eat dinner. mmmm.

find her.

halloween. i love my boyfriend.

i love green boots.

who says i don't do enough artwork outside of school?

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 02:34:10 GMT

i made a yellow cake with chocolate frosting tonight.

happy halloween,
love,
the happiest intellectual vegan lesbian on earth.

:D

meow.

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 02:10:24 GMT

i missed our anniversary by a few days, but i love you shogun. amelia, thank you for bringing me the greatest friend and baby i could ever ask for.

last year around october-november?

last december-this january

february-marchish?

around the same time, i think a little earlier, maybe january.

a few hours ago.

<3<3<333<333333

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 02:06:19 GMT

school is starting to get stressful, i am surprisingly excited for winter (that will change in about a week), and behind the cut are pictures of people who i love/make me happier than anyone else.

related!

most beautiful girl in the world #1

most beautiful girl in the world #2

THIS IS FOR DANIAL BECAUSE HE LURKS MY LIVEJOURNAL.

i look very ill.

i am going to boston sunday to see think i care, mental and guns up. i am very excited to see think i care, heather, marcus (and trisha?) anddddd go on a road trip all in one day. i am also seeing for the worse and having a sleep over with MY BEST FRIEND DANIAL on saturday, so i am counting on this weekend being very pleasant!

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 18:26:37 GMT

i have been very very exhausted lately. i missed a lot of school this week and gabri and amelia are coming over to bake cookies and brownies with a kitten this evening (hopefully). in case anyone cares, this is the best vegan brownie recipe i have come across:

1/2 cup vegetable oil
1/2 cup chocolate chips (semi sweets are usually vegan)
3/4 cup sugar
1 teaspoon vanilla
2 1 tbsp. ener-g egg replacer plus 3-4 tbsp. water
1 cup all-purpose flour
1 teaspoon baking powder
1/4-1/3 cup additional chocolate chips (optional)(use them)
(and raspberries)
-Preheat oven to 325 degrees.
-Heat chocolate chips and oil in a small saucepan over low heat, mixing occasionally until chips are melted.
-Remove from heat and set aside.
-Mix egg replacer and water, sugar and vanilla in a large bowl until smooth.
-Mix in cooled chocolate, stir until very smooth.
-Stir in flour and baking powder until smooth.
-Stir in chocolate chips if using.
-Place in a 8 or 9 inch round or square pan, sprayed with cooking spray.
(put raspberries on top)
-Cook about 20-25 minutes or until brownie springs back when touched.
-Let cool and cut in wedges or squares.

for the record, i put that there for my own personal reference, as well. i keep losing the recipe.

i miss summer all too much, but at the same time really wish i was outside enjoying fall right now. instead i am inside doing this:

what strong magnets!

ps: i love you, amelianne.

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 19:29:24 GMT

thus far, my last week of summer has been pretty great. i can't put into words how anxious i am for this year of school to come and pass, and how excited i am that i will be done with high school in only a few short months.

whiffle ball

get offended!

the lady of the hour<3

this memory was staged

party the fuck on

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 06:29:26 GMT

america's next top models:

:)

and i pierced my nose, it took an hour and a half and a lot of motivation.

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 07:00:46 GMT

fuckfuyckcuyfkcuogufcjkfuckfuckfu

i am realizing that the best advice i can take is that of anyone who knows what they are talking about, and i've decided that there is no way that i am staying in albany for school. as soon as september starts, my only goal will be to do well enough in school to make 2005 my last full year in this place.

america!

Wed, 03 Aug 2005 06:36:23 GMT

posi numbers weekend was sufficiently fun. i got my fill of ridiculous bullshit and jose cuervo especial for the next month or three.

summer has been treating me very well, my hair is getting long and petsmart wants to hire me as a small animal specialist. i need to pass a drug test first, so gabri is giving me a small container of urine. has anyone ever used one hour flush pills/someone else's urine and been successful/not? let me know.

i visited mount vernon on monday with gabri. we went to my old house and snuck around the back and took pictures. we went to joe's pizzeria and i remembered what the most delicious pizza in new york tastes like (even without cheese). today we volunteered at the SPCA of westchester and played with abused/abandonded cats/kittens for two hours. best two hours ever.

i think i am going to get my right nostril pierced despite loved ones (danial's) disapproval. i miss two dans very much after only two days.

to penn.

237 east devonia ave <3

this is where i used to play.

my dad and i found an abandoned nest of baby birds next to this tree.

we made vegan chili tacos.

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 20:45:13 GMT

i love summer a lot. i also love soy ice cream and lake george:

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 18:28:19 GMT

it's so ridiculous feeling this good. i love being happy and i love that i am seeing Think I Care tonight.

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 15:50:31 GMT

i found out yesterday that i did, indeed, pass all of my classes. relief. after next wednesday, it will officially be summer break and i will be able to relax. i hope to take a lot of road trips and spend a lot of time with ally. i also hope to make it to posi numbers with elaina and gabri. and lastly, i hope that any prospects of future good feelings do not result in disappointment.

within the past three or four days i have watched The Life Aquatic and The Royal Tennenbaums again. i always forget how much i love Wes Anderson and how much both of those movies make me want to cry. someone rent and watch Rushmore with me soon, thanks.

Thu, 09 Jun 2005 20:47:13 GMT

i'm pretty excited...

Tue, 31 May 2005 18:39:20 GMT

i am taking a day off to recover from this weekend. i don't really have much to update about besides to say that i love so many people and nyc so much, even brooklyn hipster land. killing time was excellent, loving most everything surrounding me is awesome, too.

cartoon joe: finest in latino art

extreme partying

i am a very talented photographer.

home<33

Sun, 15 May 2005 19:19:14 GMT

i'm very excited about summer being so close. today is very humid but i can't even complain because it's not cold.

i hope everyone cheers up soon.

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 23:07:39 GMT

i love the bouncing souls and singing along with elaina, kerry, danielle and teresa. last night will keep me in a good mood for at least the rest of the weekend.

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 20:27:44 GMT

bad mood's not cutting it!!! the first set of eyes opened today:

danielle and kat are going to recieve one female each, this was decided based on the policy of first come, first serve.

i miss warm weather (two days ago) and gabri being here and having fun at the beginning of the week anddd not complaining in livejournal.

highlights:

warmmmmmmm

bearddddd

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 17:40:28 GMT

i guess this week's been awesome, but being upset today seems like much greater of an option than being happy.

i'm grossly sick of this bullshit.

Sun, 10 Apr 2005 18:13:12 GMT

pork chop had eight babies, i need to find homes for at least four of them. please help me out and think of it as an act of charity!!! when i bought pork chop she was already pregnant and came from an over crowded cage, her babies would have been born there and possibly killed by other mothers/occupants. also, pork chop would have had another male mate with her directly after giving birth, which is extremely unhealthy. not to mention, she was a feeder mouse, so even if her/her babies had not died in the pet store, their ultimate reason for existing was to be fed to snakes.

thank you in advance to anyone who even shows any interest. also, thank you jarrett for this:
http://www.bmezine.com/news/pubring/20050401.html

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 21:24:35 GMT

i caved and bought feeder mice. i'm glad they're living with me and not being eaten. once again, the female is pregnant. if she does not eat her babies i will need responsible parents for some of them.

tater tot.

EDIT: I LOVE MATSUI!

Fri, 01 Apr 2005 03:40:07 GMT

http://www.terrisfight.org

"Terri's struggle for life has been ended this morning."

...repulsive. The struggle for life was not that of Terri Schiavo, it was of her clearly dismal parents. The fact that bible humping has been taken as far as ignoring common sense is continuously surprising me. Maybe i am cynical, but all I have been finding are loopholes in the "word of God." Liquefying brains is not loving all of your children equally, and a catheter and feeding tube as necessities is no spiritual path to glorification. The only common ground I may share with the Terri Schindler-Schiavo Foundation is that the way this was gone about was pretty harsh. I am not an avid supporter of the legalization of euthanasia; but starving to death [whether you know it is happening or not] is shitty.

I lost my train of thought in the middle of this, but basically, i am at ease in one respect, and outraged in another.